Between the desire And the spasm

Between the potency And the existence

Between the essence And the descent

Falls the Shadow

The vast depth of these emotions I never thought I would have, scare me.

To be or not to be really is the question. I am holding on so tightly to something I am trying to let go of. It is as if there are two people living inside of my head. One says “move on, you are too good for this type of situation” the other is saying “it was perfect, it worked, its worth fighting for. 1000 miles is not that far.” And as always that green eyed monster lurks in the background.

Lord, help me to just be me, and to do me. Give me tunnel vision if need be.

I don’t want to be anything other than your child.

momma always said “never say never” word vomit has struck again. why has this happened to me lately.  like 3 times in the past month. i say something before I think and then feel really bad about it for the next week, even if I apoligize.  I am so not that Girl. I just think I have put myself under too much stress, yeah thats it….. no excuse.

“When I adore the wonder of a sunset or the beauty of the moon, my soul expands with worship for the Creator.”

Had to pull over and take this tonight. My phone does not do it justice. Majestic

if i ever come up missing, look for me in these places and you might just find me.

while holding your nose closed

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LOVE THIS!!! PUT A BIRD ON IT!!!!

fuckyeahmirandaleighlambert:

Nobody’s Used To Be
it’s getting late, a little lonely
and what you’re thinkin’s all too clear
lucky for you I’ve had too many
I’m just drunk enough to leave you here

LOVE HER!!! Gonna see her later this month so excited

(via ahillbillychild)

I’m so random and inconsistent with this thing.

I love wearing myself out till I just nearly fall over of sleep deprivation. Crazy sounding yeah, but I don’t do it very often. Last time was in NOLA with a 4 friends and a handful of people I had just met, that night turned out pretty amazing.

Tonight though is just about me and my guitar.

I am writing 3 songs all at the same time. I don’t plan to do something like that, but hey things happen. I can say that about a lot of things in life now that I think about it.If I had to choose between having an amazing night with a group of interesting people or being by myself writing till the morning sun… sorry I’m gonna go with the latter.

I know there is a reason for everything, nothing is coincidence

Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you’ve found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for.

If I can find inspiration in one event in one person in one moment, which can then translate into a song, then everything is meant to me.  It’s fate.

“Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see.” Jung

SO TRUE

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(Source: babyminaj, via meeweeinwonderland)